hm

"Cause' it's so fucking beautiful"

I can't believe in the things that are happening to me.
I can't grasp the idea of someone actually wanting me, because it's beautiful.

There's too much dangerous games going on,
too much bad things that just feel so so good.

Can't believe it's Christmas next week.
So upsetting.

I wish I could just cancel it.
Make everything so much easier

My overdraft unexcistant.

Damn it.


I think I fell in love again.

Lust is such a dangerous thing.



(Short of air, that's just too erotic.
My life is just too erotic.
I need some escapism.

I need some silence)




And still his jewellers hands!
Oh please touch me,
I cant stand this anymore.

I need to disappear.

I need to -