dearest,

It's like a jar full of fudge,
borderlines of escapism,
something

I really really missed.


I dont know how love feels anymore, but I hope it fells like this.

Because it is so surreal,
just like old british romance movies,
details from all of them in these little
moments
(when it snowed and he tried to hold my hand;
and when we lay there listening to Mogwai
and smoked hash
and I still was so pretty)



By the way have you seen movie An Education? It has the same actress that was in Juno.
It was a beautiful one.

I think I told you that me and Peter broke up.

Hm,

I can feel my freedom.

Oh and I met Daniel,
how could I forget, he's the whole point of this nonsense.

He reminded me who I was
and I feel so fucking good.




Even though my best friends brother hates me. Quite funny, quite funny that I don't care, not a single bit because once in my lifetime I feel some-thing. 




And sex is amazing too.






Yours
Euphoria Destruct-